Blank canvas...

We've robbed ourselves of that luxury
Too much history
You say it's crippling, defeating
Goddamn, I resent some of the words you say
Disregarding every action
Past, present, future love, is it? 
You don't have a hope with me 
At least not in your own head

Only convenient when you're "fine"
And not when I am
Urging for urgency when you pine
Despondent when I...

Drop my whole world for you
I would drop my whole fucking world for you

You'd obliviously say...
"It's not just up to me"
Like my thoughts mean something
Like I'm not a marionette on your string
We know the truth is far from this
I'm just your blank canvas
Destroy, construct, entrust, obstruct
When it ends, do you even give a fuck? 

I don't see the difference
Between you going or leaving or giving a shit
You're the one who decides our fate
Honestly, my only fear is questioning
How many times will it take
To make you believe you're my everything? 

Would you even hear what I have to say? 
Or would it get lost along the way?

You'd obliviously delay...
"It's not just up to me" 
Like my thoughts meant something
As I'm the marionette on your strings
We know the truth is far from this
I'm just your blank canvas
Destroy, construct, entrust, obstruct
Paint your sordid picture, you don't give a fuck 

It's part of the game you play
Destruction as it blithely ingrains
You'd watch me writhe in pain 
With a smile on your face

While I'd...

Drop my whole world for you
I would drop my whole fucking world for you

You'd obviously discredit...
"It's not just up to me" 
Like my love meant nothing
But now I'm not the marionette on your strings
We all know I'm fucking over this
I'm not your blank canvas
Destroy, construct, entrust, obstruct
I'm done with you not giving a fuck 

It's goddamn war
Beneath your brunette hair 
Injustice isn't created
It's just perceived

My love isn't the demon
Each and every time
I've spun it each and every way 
I could save you from your pain 

You don't see it that way
You're afraid

Comfortability
My inequity
Suppose I'm not good enough
I guess real love doesn't mean much

To you...

When faced between a lifetime of grief
And rolling the dice with me 
You chose certainty

I can't blame you
I won't blame you

But I promised you the world 
And would have delivered 
If you would have just trusted 

You just didn't