Blank canvas...
We've robbed ourselves of that luxury Too much history You say it's crippling, defeating Goddamn, I resent some of the words you say Disregarding every action Past, present, future love, is it? You don't have a hope with me At least not in your own head Only convenient when you're "fine" And not when I am Urging for urgency when you pine Despondent when I... Drop my whole world for you I would drop my whole fucking world for you You'd obliviously say... "It's not just up to me" Like my thoughts mean something Like I'm not a marionette on your string We know the truth is far from this I'm just your blank canvas Destroy, construct, entrust, obstruct When it ends, do you even give a fuck? I don't see the difference Between you going or leaving or giving a shit You're the one who decides our fate Honestly, my only fear is questioning How many times will it take To make you believe you're my everything? Would you even hear what I have to say? Or would it get lost along the way? You'd obliviously delay... "It's not just up to me" Like my thoughts meant something As I'm the marionette on your strings We know the truth is far from this I'm just your blank canvas Destroy, construct, entrust, obstruct Paint your sordid picture, you don't give a fuck It's part of the game you play Destruction as it blithely ingrains You'd watch me writhe in pain With a smile on your face While I'd... Drop my whole world for you I would drop my whole fucking world for you You'd obviously discredit... "It's not just up to me" Like my love meant nothing But now I'm not the marionette on your strings We all know I'm fucking over this I'm not your blank canvas Destroy, construct, entrust, obstruct I'm done with you not giving a fuck
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Author"Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls." - Anais Nin Archives
February 2023
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