I'm trying to put a different take on this concept you call rage
I'm trying to look outside anger, something beyond hate Loathing completely set aside And I want to pick that all up in my chest And aim it straight at you I want to fill with every unhealthy emotion Everything detrimental to my sanity, to everyone around me I want to swell and become saturated And destroy everything in my path until I reach you I just hold such contempt for you all But spin it, twist it, stretch out all the devilish thoughts and violence I just can't conjure the spirit I can't even be called to care enough to hate those who wrong me The apathy is a disease Debilitating, hindering Because I would give my world to ruin yours I would give the world to fight your fire with my inferno But in my search for revenge I've sought to to harness the anger, this spark of anguish And all that's come of it is a frozen heart Numbness of mind Callous disregard of a world not so easily gained But I'd throw it all away right now Just to feel some small sense of anything I need catharsis I need release Who will provide? Who can cool the burns? Who can warm the frostbitten? Or is it just opposite sides of the spectrum? Is there no middle ground, only polarized circumstances? I just want to feel alive I want to feel alive and show you all what I will become Without you Beyond you Apathetic no more
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Author"Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls." - Anais Nin Archives
February 2023
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