Vacations Ends...

Tomorrow... All of this dies

The feelings
The life
The romance
This microcosm of being that has been created
Outside the realm of existence
As we know it 
Everything we thought we were 
Everything it all
"was"

Everything we were
Has been postponed
Pushed off
Left for later
It died 
Everything we used to be
Died, momentarily
And it was beautiful 

We found a new life
Here
In this place
Beyond what we were
Or what we thought of ourselves
We are here
As nothing but ourselves
Under the judgment of no one
Beneath the fear of no one
Just ourselves
Nothing but ourselves

Tomorrow... All of that dies
We return to the monotony
We return to the mundane
We return to life... as it is
As it should be
As it were...
I am so... terrified... 
...to return to normalcy

Here... I felt relaxation
Here... I felt freedom
Here... I felt love 

Here I found something that was an escape from my natural world
Something that made me wonder why I keep on in my current atmosphere
Something that told me there was something better

I don't ever want to leave this fanciful world I have discovered

But tomorrow...

Tomorrow... All of this dies
The feelings
The life
The romance
This illusion of life that has been created 
It all dies tomorrow. 
And life comes rushing back in 
Reality reawakens 
And everything returns to normalcy

Everything returns and it dies.